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hmm were to begin i havent updated this thing in forever. and i dont feel like typing anything in here anyways ha. umm ive been busy with hockey still and i went and saw xtyrantx dead to fall etc. last night it was sweet. me and annie are doing amazing which is amazing lol because i love her alot. fuck i dont know what to write about.hopefully we have a white christmas? eh this isnt gonna work
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[29 Nov 2004|09:03pm] |
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i havent updated in a while i dont even know were to begin well i went and saw let it die a few weeks ago there were sweet all the bands there were pretty sweet espicially all my blood great band. i really like gangster hardcore. it has alot of good morals. but lately ive been hanging out not really doing anything no shows have really came up so it pretty much sucks theres nothing really to do. shows are the thing that keep me occupied lol. but im going to see dead to fall it dies today most precious blood and remembering never at alvins the 19th try and make it out it will be a good time. i enjoy meeting up people and hanging out. but in other good news me and annie are going back out im really glad because she meens alot to me and every minute im with her makes me really happy. shes the best girl in the world i could be the angriest kid and she would make me happy just by being with her. i really hope we work out this time because shes really amazing lol. but im done updating
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[05 Nov 2004|07:07pm] |
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yeah youve probally guessed by now. yes me and annie broke up :'(. its a long story. so im going to tell it because this is my journal and thats what journals are for. so first we took a break. and today i come home and we talk about it and she states that the break could go on for a couple weeks. i was willing to wait for all the time she needed to get better. but we talked about it and i asked her so im gonna wait 2 weeks or longer and possibly not go back out with you or go back out with you and it wont last long and she said right. so i said annie i dont wanna go out anymore. you people seriously dont know how hard it was for me. i loved her so much. i can barely type this im hurting so much. ah go ahead and make fun of me. you know something im crying right now. but i dont care what you kids think. anyways i think of all the memories we shared and i cant stand it. she was so perfect for me. she was everything i wanted and more. if i had one wish i would be for me and her to go back out and never split again. certainly the next guy that dates her is so lucky i swear. shes the greatest girl on earth. she has the best personality and i dont know shes the best. if you couldnt love annie you are crazy. because the first time i saw her i knew she was the one. i wish i could go back to the very first day i met her. i remember that day so well. mothers day at the token lounge. and the first couple times we hung out i was all shy and stuff. and i tryed really hard to get her and i finally did. but good things dont last forever unfortionally :'(. so some how i need to be strong and get over this. trust me this wont be no 1 week process it will take a very long time i meen very. alot of people say we will be together again. but its not possible as much as id want that its not. thats my second time breaking up with her. and she said that the next time i broke up with her we would be done forever because as much as it hurt her not being with me theres not reason for us to be apart if we love eachother.... so id just like to say annie wandyg i love you so much and ill never forget anything about me and you.
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[30 Oct 2004|11:42am] |
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hmm well well well. whats been happening. nothing really going on lately thats really cool. ive been doing hockey and hanging out with annie shes great to be around. i havent been to any shows lately. theres prolly a couple today two i do know of The Black Dahlia Murder but they suck so it doesnt really matter but i give them credit for actually attempting to be good. the bled. yes you all say HEY!! its THE USED AND so and so. but wanna know why i say the bled well for one reason only. EVERY OTHER BAND THERE SUCKS. but anyways not to get off topic lol. i am going to a show next monday which is November 8th if my brother doesnt have an amazing amount of homework. were gonna go see Bury Your Dead eh. and Let It Die And Some Other bands i dont feel like typing. let it die wil be a good time last time i saw them they were pretty intense. but today i had a game against artic pond penguins at 9:00 so it was like getting up for school cause i got up at 7:00. and Michigan Vs Michigan State Game is today im really excited for that Michigan will win ha. but i today im supposed to go to some party with annie and one of her friends. scott is supposively going to i think? he'll prolly end up staying at my house. which is sweet cause i didnt really do anything this weekend. so i guess thats it for now. im gonna go play Gta San Andreas because that game is seriously rediculous lol. in other words amazing. go get it. its worth the 50 dollars or whatever it costs.
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[21 Oct 2004|10:50pm] |
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hey, whats going on nothing much here i thought its probally a great time for an update. nothings been really going on ive been busy with school hockey and all that good stuff. today we played allen park we won 5-2.. i didnt have a good game. i got yelled at but hey i deserve it.. sometimes i wonder what i want from hockey do i wanna continue playing? sometimes i tell myself to not even bother i meen i love the game and ive been playing like 8 and a half years now. this might be my last season. it is starting to interfer with school and with my social life. i can barely see my girlfriend cause of this shit. and not alone enjoy friday nights and go to a damn football game and be a real kid and enjoy my high school years. i dont know im thinking this is it. when spring comes im not playing and we will see about next fall thats a big if. oh yeah another thing i dont have time to do my work for school or even study for tests like my science test tomorrow. i can see it now E. thats just great im gonna have to get that signed and bring it back to school :). so i guess im gonna try and study now at 11:00 pm. thats just great. rideculous i tell you. redeculous.
Brett
I Love You Annie!
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[19 Oct 2004|03:48pm] |
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alright so whats going on. nothing much here. well heres the deal i kinda went crazy these past few days going crazy and thinking annie was gonna break up with me i dont know how i could be so stupid.. i know shes not gonna break up with me. but you know when you love some one and care about them so much its just a scary thing. i meen i dont ever wanna lose her any time soon. i love her so much. i prolly did come really close to not being with her today. she now thinks i dont trust her and she wants to take a break. i meen thats fine i do need to get my act together. but im really sad right now because im such an idiot for even thinking that she is gonna break up with me. some of you might know what im talking about if your girlfriend or boyfriend goes to a different school and you have been together for a while and love eachother. but anyways i do trust you annie im sorry for everything. i know you dont believe me that i trust you. but i really do trust you. you might not think that now but i do... i guess thats it
im sorry annie:'( i love you so much :(
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[16 Oct 2004|07:55pm] |
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yo yo yo man. hmm what has been going on these past few days? nothing really exciting. well school has been sweet the work has settled down. im still anxious for this semester to be over with cause my teachers blow. but anyways i had a hockey game yesterday we tied 5-5 we didnt play so well are one goalie that we have blows. so thats more than half the reason we tied. we barely tied it too. i scored the first goal. because im god at hockey duh. anyways today is sweetest day yay lol. annies over shes not leaving until like 10:15 lol. shes been over since like 4:00 so its sweet. we dont really hang out that much cause are scedules are insane.but its all good. im glad were going out i wont break up with her.. i bought her flowers and made her a card lol. i found this card in the valentines department in the card maker thing and it had a dinosaur on it and in the inside it said have a dino mite sweetest day.. haha im so gay. but anyways alot of people are at the alliance show. i hope there all having a good time. i was gonna go also and take my wonderfull girlfriend but my brother had to work. so its kinda gay but im still glad i got to hang out with my g.f all today:). but anyways im gonna go and hang out with annie some more lol. later
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[11 Oct 2004|10:14pm] |
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hmm today was an alright day. i didnt get much home work at all so im glad about that. i had to study for a test do a section of questions for my to kill a mocking bird book and 10 questions for a book called the red head league. that was a gay book because it was one of those clue books i can never keep up with those. like remember all the clues and try and figure out who the person is that committed that crime. so i dont know. after school i layed around fell asleep then i was off to annies band competition. im proud of my self i made it to all of here competitions except for 1. :) she gave me the biggest hug when she saw me it was like 5 minutes lol. i loved it though shes so great. and if anyone takes her from me i will put explosives on there hands and watch and see what would happen lol. i love her alot she meens alot to me. :) at the little competition they did really good they got all 1's whatever that meens but thats a perfect score i think im proud of her and her friends lol. but i guess im gonna go cause i do still have like 4 questions to answer for literature and i gotta study a little bit more for the test and after i turn everything in and take to tests tomorrow i will be done with work for this week so im excited. and i will be seeing annie more because are scedules are settling down which is good. so i shall be on my way
I Love You Soo Much Annie!!
Brett
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| Homecoming! |
[10 Oct 2004|01:07am] |
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alright today was homecoming it was the best time. i got to spend the whole night with annie. :) i enjoyed it alot. first we went to heritage park for pictures i thought i was arnold swerzinagger because there was like 10 cameras flashing at once. but then we rode to truman and got to the dance and took more pictures. and the picture guy was an asshole he didnt give me any direction on how to stand or what to do with annie. so i was like ok lol. and he started getting pissed off. then i was like that was pretty complicated and he said no you only made it complicated or something. i was like fuck you. well didnt really say that but i was thinkin it. anyways we went into the dance it was sweet i didnt know anyone really but i still had a good time i was with my super hott great girlfriend. we danced and stuff together. shes a wonderfull dancer i must say. then after that we went to the olive garden cause when your there your family. but anyways we ate and shes never been there before. she really enjoyed it. so i was happy. lol she didnt know what to get so she got the same thing as me. mostacholli and a sprite. and she loved it and she loved those amazing breadsticks to lol. and then she came over and hung out till 12:20 and she left so it was a good night. i love her so much shes to great to let go i really hope we are together for a long time cause shes the one im telling you shes i dont know undescribable. but im gonna go.
i love you annie
brett
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[07 Oct 2004|06:52pm] |
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hmm what has happned. well school has been keeping me busy i havent seen annie since like sunday because we both had some things to accomplish but i get to see her tomorrow and saturday for homecoming. so yeah ive been doing good in school my grades are accelerated history b- 9th grade science a- acclerated english a- and algbra a. so im doing good for my freshman year. they werent kidding when they said freshman year counts and its an academic year. but im keeping on top of things and not falling behind in any classes. im so sweet that i did assignments for history that arent due till monday. but i wanted it to be outta my hair so i dont have to worry about gay homework on homecoming weekend. but anyways i had my first league game we played trenton and beat them 9-2. i also put a hit on a kid it was clean and i broke his collar bone. i hope hes ok im not out there to hurt kids. but i guess that he needs reconstructive surgery and his collar bone was pushed into his wind pipe. but i guess hes doing ok now. so thats good to hear. but hockey is a tuff sport. so time to move on things are in the past. but anyways. scott is staying the whole weekend so thats sweet. it shall be a brilliant time i shall say. so im pretty excited :). but im outta here later
brett
annie- i love you
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[28 Sep 2004|08:00pm] |
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okay today. hmm i got up at 6:25 for the great day of school got naked took a shower same old thing everyday. came into my room turned my stereo on freezing because im still naked and my fan is on. but then i got dressed and came on this thing. then went to school. i slept in 2 of my classes they were boring. but oh well i didnt get homework, i still have a report in history too complete i have a half page done :(. then a research paper on my element. so im doin all that tomorrow getting it done and outta the way. homecoming=this weekend for kennedy kids im going to trumans. cause my wonderfull great girlfriend goes there. im going to kennedys homecoming game friday then hanging out with annie saturday from like 12:00 till 5:45 then im leaving to go see unearth/terror:)/remembering never:)/ the black dahlia murder... but thats about it. annie come over today we fucked shit up i took out everything with my blanket. :( annie is leaving for 3 day that sucks so bad 3 days without seeing her i dont know what im gonna do ill let you know what i do after the 3 days are over lol.
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[27 Sep 2004|06:48pm] |
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ok so sunday was really cool. even though we lost in the semis. i went to scotts house with annie and michelle it was cool. i was there from like 3:00 till 8:15 we layed around and watched t.v. then scott tryed going down the stairs on crutches and cut his hand open lol. it was deep but he just cleaned it out and put a band aid over it. then he was like lets play grind core so he got on the drums and i screamed all crazy and growled it was funny. then we sat around some more then i took michelle and annie home. so that was about it. today in school was an alright day im glad mondays over with. 1st block i have to do a research paper that has to be 3 to 5 pages long me being the person i am i wont have to do more than i have to so im doing 3 pages and thats it. then 2nd block i have to do a poster on some element and i had a worksheet thing. then 3rd block i didnt really do anything besides watch a movie on edgar allen poe and write notes down. then 4th block i did pages 39-40 questions 20-39. and then had 2 pages of homework. so im not even starting my poster till wednesday but i should finish my rough draft for history by wednesday so im starting to clear the work outta the way which is awesome. but i guess thats it for now later and good job if you read that it was pretty damne boring haha.
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alright so today we had are semi final game. we played troy sting. pretty good team but we were definatly the better team. we out played them the whole game and with 9:34 seconds left we were up on them 3-1 and we thought we had em but didnt give up. so time started running down and they scored 2 on us. so we went in to overtime. it was about 1 minute into it and they scored so. im really dissapointed we worked really hard. we played all elite teams like then 2nd and 3rd best teams in the state. we kicked there ass pretty much. but i think something was rigged in that tournament get this we win our division so in real tournaments its supposed to go 1st plays 4th and 2nd plays 3rd but somehow usa eagles played the 4th place team/ now let me remind you we beat usa eagles. so we had to play troy sting. im thinking that there was some ties between some people. like they didnt want the 2nd and 3rd best teams in the state to be knocked out. but oh well we still got recognition after that tournament we were def put on the map. but theres still other tournaments this year and ill be looking to kick some teams ass's. today im gonna go open skating with annie michelle and scott. so that will be cool. but im outta here i got bk to eat later
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[25 Sep 2004|10:50pm] |
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alright so.. i havent updated my journal since thursday. ive been really busy. first off friday i had school then after that i had my first tournament game. it was us Monroe Ice Hawks Vs East Side Falcons. annie came to that game she didnt really watch it lol she was talking to my mom alot. but we anialated them 7-0. then today we faced usa eagle 2nd best team in the state and beat them 4-3 that was a really tough team it was a battle until the end we scored with 1:01 left to clinch the victory lol. then we had another game at 8:15 and won 6-3 i scored 3 goals lol. im sweet. so now tomorrow we have semi finals at 9:45 in the morning against Troy Sting. then if we advance which we should we will be playing at 3:00 pm at the artic edge. annie michelle and scott are supposed to come watch that game. if we make it to the finals. and after that yet more skating lol. annie and them want to go open skating. i think my legs are gonna fall off thats how much ive been skating. my legs arms are really soar. i gave it my all this weekend. but im tired and im about to go to bed since the early game tomorrow. so wish us luck.
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[23 Sep 2004|10:06pm] |
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ask me a question any question i will answer it no matter what the question is.
oh yeah i went to the bled tonight it was the gayest thing probally no one could dance. except for the taylor kids and a few others that can actually dance
i love you annie
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[22 Sep 2004|03:57pm] |
yeah so time to update last time i updated was the day before school. so what i have i done from that day till now. well lets see ive been going to school getting lots of work everyday. school is an alright time. knowing that im in high school now meening im close to ending my life of school. but yet i still have college to go to. but anyways yeah i went to south lyon last saturday watched my hott girlfriend march around and stuff. her marching band is really good. i like them better than kennedys lol. they came in 3rd place im proud of her:). i also went over her house sunday and we did homework together:) it was nice. and then tuesday i went over marys hung out with brad and annie.. it was cool. then we went to the mall and walked around didnt do much really. i bought annie something from mc donalds but i dont remember what it was i think it was a shake and fries lol. im a good guy. i also have had hockey alot. been practicing alot before we start league games that are coming up. we faced toledo ice diggers got are ass's kicked not suprising though. they have always been a tough team. there team has been together for like 5 years now so. but my team is really good to. we shouldve beat them they are beatable. but hey first game we had to see what we had to improve and see what were good at. but anyways this week eh not much went on went to school got pounded with work. yesterday i went to belleville saw annie play again. she was good as usual and so was there band. kennedy was pretty good too. i had alot of homework yesterday too. but today i dont have any wow the first time in seriously the whole time ive been in school. so im relaxing and enjoying my day off. but tomorrow im sure ill get a bunch of work again. how gay is that. eh oh well 9th grade year is a bitch. hmm well theres atleast two things to look forward to. Unearth and Homecoming. well i suppose thats it. ill start writing everday hopefully so you know whats up.
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[06 Sep 2004|05:54pm] |
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hmm well what can i say today i got up at 10:00 i was getting ready for the whole school thing. i went to the mall bought my girlfriend a nice present for her birthday.i hope she likes it. so yeah. then after that i just sat on this thing ate and thats it. im just trying to get the best out of this last day of summer vacation. damn i cant wait till the next. it was a pretty good summer not the best but good. went to a few shows that were good. so all and all it was a good time. as of right now im not doing anything. later im gonna go over to annies say a quick hello and drop her gift off and that will be it. so yeah. so get the pencils out and brains dusted off and get to work you fucks. so to eveyone have a good school year get good grades!.
brett
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[05 Sep 2004|05:03pm] |
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yeah yesterday was an alright day i didnt do anything all day i was like really close to going to bottle rocket fest but i dont know i wasnt allowed. then my mom says go to the wave pool? i was like its like the same distance i was like Ah whatever. so i sat around in my room and watched my hellfest dvd for seriously like the 80th time. then my brother strolls in and starts kicking my ass cause there was this breakdown on. he had his shoes on and kicked me in my shin like 4 times. it sucked but then we went to the mall. we went in stores and stuff it was pretty cool then we came home and i was sitting down on the couch playing grand theft auto vice city just going around killing people. then all of a sudden my mom walks in and says shes taking my dad to the hospital i was like what and jumped up and shut everything off and i was like why and i guess he had hives all over him and he was starting to get them in his throat so we go to the hospital at like 11:15 he goes in there and gets checked in and stuff. and while im sitting outside this girl and guy are holding this one chick up cause she over doesed on vicatin. i was like wow so she had to get her stomach pumped. then this other guy walks in and hes got this huge lump on his forhead like from his eyebrow to his hairline he was like yeah i got hit by a pipe i was like what the hell. just thinkin. i was like dang. then we go back there and my dads on iv and stuff so we stayed there till like 3:00. then they released him. but this guy next to us was a bum and was drunk it was crazed. but yeah then we went home i slept till 3:30 im sweet. but yeah i guess thats it.
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[04 Sep 2004|02:33am] |
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yeah today was sweet i sat around and talked online then i took a shower and went to the mall. there was an insanely amount of people there id list em all but there was like 20 seriously. so it was cool annie was there it was fun we didnt hang out the whole time she went in stores and looked at stuff so i hung out with april stec brad michelle and brittany about the whole time. then i went and walked around with gayle and courtney so it was sweet. alright maybe ill list the people that were there. annie,mary,brad,edmond,bobby,april,stec,michelle,brittany,brittany tinder,chelsey brewer, brett maronen, rachel,natalie, this one girl i forget her name,matt parks,tom, sammy d, gayle, ashley roberts and some of her friends. i think thats it. its was truely a good time. then annie brad and mary came over after the mall then they left at like 11:20. yeah i guess thats it for now. not going to bottle rocket fest either so thats gay. pretty dissapointed
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[03 Sep 2004|03:58pm] |
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hey yeah whats goin on alot has happned in this past week. ive just been to lazy to write about it. well lets see here i went to the st alfreds carnival friday then on saturday i went and saw fordirelifesake then went to the carnival then sunday went to the carnival at like 6pm then it was like 9 so we walked out to bobbys car and stood around then walked back and i over heard these kids playing slipknot in there car so i walked over and 2 stepped and then these to fat kids wanted to have a push pit so i ran away. then we walked back to bobbys car and he started playing some of his music so we were like dancing so it was cool. then yeah a couple days later me and annie broke up:( i broke up with her i had to think about some stuff then like a day later i asked her back out lol im an idiot. but then a couple days before that i was at my ice rink and this fat kid was talkin shit he was like ill break your nose so i 2 stepped then the kid was like you need to get a life i was like ok. then i stuck my arms out like i was buff and walked to him and was like im sorry dawg i wanna be friends:) and he was like dont touch me so i grabbed his hand and he chased me lol he couldnt catch me though hes like in 9th grade too and huge as fuck. but yeah then i went and saw annie march it up it was cool shes a good trumpeter person type deal joel stuck a condom wrapper in her trumpet and got scared cause he couldnt get it out then like 2 minutes later he ended up getting it out it was sweet. but yeah i guess thats it good job if you read all this it was pretty gay/lame but oh well leave comments if you want whatever
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